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妻と子供がいる妻の実家に行ってきた。
I went to my wife’s parents’ house to pick my wife and my son up.
それまでは１週間が１人だった。
I was alone in my home for a week until that.
それこそ始めは非常に作業もはかどり１人を満喫することができた。
At first, I could do side-hustle very hard.
しかし、途中から誰にも縛られない生活により、ダレる日が増える。
However, I wasn’t motivated as much because I wasn’t pressed for time.
みんなでいると１人になりたい、最悪離婚してもやむなしと思ったが、これを経験してわかった。
I wanted to be alone when I was with my family in my house. I even thought that it was OK to divorce my wife. I understood more from that experience.
自分は、１人ではけじめができないことを。
I know that I can’t correct my own behavior by myself.
これからは家族を大切に生きたい。
I have, however, decided to live with my family.
To be continued.
