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先日のリベ友とのご飯で感じたこと。
After dinner with my friend from Libe City, I was reflecting on our conversation.
それは、わたしが忘れかけていた国境なき医師団への入団への話を覚えてくれていたこと。
I was surprised that she remembered my goal of joining Doctors Without Borders, which I had almost forgotten about.
理由を聞かなかったけれども、彼女にとって衝撃的だったのかなと。わたしの中でも突飛な考えであるのに、いつしか自分の中で重要度が低くなっていたことを実感。
I don’t know why she remembered, but I assume she was surprised to hear it. Even for me, joining Doctors Without Borders is a unique goal, and I hadn’t thought about it much lately.
寝る前に自分の中で整理して、やっぱり実現したいなと感じた。
Before going to sleep, I thought about my feelings and realized that I actually do want to join.
正直、過酷な土地へ行くのに恐怖感がないかと言われれば嘘になる。それでも、やはり実際に現地に行って状況を見てみたいし、わたしにできることがあれば手助けをしてみたい。稼ぎを増やし、固定費を削減して、いち早くゴールに到達できるよう全力を尽くす。
To be honest, I’m scared of going to a challenging place, but I also want to see the world firsthand and help people in need. I’m going to focus on increasing my income and decreasing my expenses so that I can make my goal a reality.
To be continued.
