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子供の幼稚園でのクリスマス発表会。
The Christmas performance was held at my son’s kindergarten.
クラスの発表時間としては10分だけだったけど、それでも子供の成長を実感することができた。
Even though my son’s class only performed for 10 minutes, I could feel how much he has grown.
お遊戯自体はまだまだだったけど、こうして成長していくんだなと。果たして、来年は見てあげられるだろうか、そして、一体どこまで父親として、近くで成長を見守ってあげられるだろうか。
While he didn’t dance perfectly, moments like this remind me that he will keep growing little by little. I wonder if I’ll have the chance to watch his performance again next year. Moreover, I find myself questioning how much longer I’ll be able to stay by his side as his father.
このまま家族を続けていくか、それとも、転職と同じように新しい世界に飛び込むか。どっちがいいのだろう、、、
I’m still torn between staying with my current family and taking a step forward into a new world, like changing jobs or starting fresh. I want to find the answer that will truly be the best for me.
すぐに答えが出るものではない。どうすべきか、もう少しじっくり考えたい。
I know it’s easy to rush to a conclusion, but I want to take my time and think it through carefully.
To be continued.
