You can hear the voice recording for the diary.
この１か月半を振り返ると、ホントにたくさんのことを考え、決断してきた。
When I looked back on the past month and a half, I realized I had been thinking about and making decisions on many important topics in my life.
まずは、GT-Rの売却。ぶっちゃけ、これはお金で解決できる問題なので、全然大きな問題ではない。
The first is selling my GT-R. Frankly, this isn’t a major issue, as it’s something I can resolve with money.
２つ目は、夫婦関係。一度は離婚も視野に、弁護士に相談もした。本当にダメになってしまうかもしれないところまでいったけど、なんとか持ちこたえた。あとは、お互いの意識を変えるだけなので、頑張っていきたい。
The second is my marriage. After carefully considering the possibility of divorce, I even had a consultation with a lawyer. Our relationship has been hanging by a thread, just one step away from breaking apart. However, I’ve realized there’s only one course of action left—to change how we perceive each other. I’ll dedicate myself to rebuilding and recovering our bond.
３つ目は電験。これまでずっと逃げてきたけど、今度こそ勉強して取ってみようと思う。まずは３種からで、２種を取るまで頑張る。そうすれば、自分の電気の経験に理論の裏付けがされ、更なるキャリアアップ、そして、夢の実現に大きく貢献するはずである。
The third is earning the certification for Chief Electrical Engineer. I’ve been putting off studying for this for a long time, but I’ve finally decided to pursue it. I’ll start by focusing on the 3rd-class certification, which is the easiest, and then move on to the 2nd-class certification afterward. Once I achieve this, the theoretical knowledge I gain will complement my practical experience, helping to advance my career and bring me closer to achieving my dreams.
あとは、転職さえうまくいけば、ホントにうれしい。今年は、不運というか、わたしの決断が裏目に出てしまったことが多かったけど、これで全てリセットできる。終わり良ければ総て良し。
Lastly, I’m happy to say I’ve gotten a great result from my job change. Even though I had some bad luck and my decisions didn’t always work out the way I wanted, this successful job change has given me a fresh start. In the end, all’s well that ends well.
To be continued.
