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昨日の面接後から、転職すべきかをどうかをずっと悩んでいる。
I have been wondering whether I should move to the company I’m applying for since yesterday.
今朝も４時に目が覚めてしまい、あまり眠れなかった。
I wasn’t able to sleep well last night and woke up at 4 am this morning.
これまでの経験から、電気エンジニアとしての側面も期待されているが、彼らの期待に応えられるほどの知識や経験があるわけではない。
Based on my career, I’m expected to work as an electrical engineer as well as the candidate position, however, I think I will need more knowledge or experience to meet their requirements.
ただ、この業界にいる限り、この期待は持たれ続け、避けては通れない。これまで、ずっと逃げてきたが、改めて勉強をし直すべきなのかと考える。
There is only one thing I can say: I will not be able to avoid such expectations as long as I’m in this industry. Although I have been running away from this problem until now, I need to face this issue head on.
切羽詰まった状態になれば、わたしの考えも変わるのではないかと思っているが、どうだろうか。
I assume that I would change my mind if I need to study electricity again.
To be continued.
